I just thought of something really really important in my life and I hope I'm not missed the critical age. This was happened few minutes ago where I found my little piano inside a box. It reminds me a lot of memories which really shocked me by counting the age of mine by the time. Am I a prodigy if I've been given enough formal lessons when I was 4 years old?
My mum bought me the little piano in airport because I was terribly depressed at that time. I still remembered I was 3 years old and know nothing about the tones. My mum likes to sing old folks songs and I can simply play the melodies through the piano exactly from what I heard. It becomes clearer when I started my kindergarden. Teachers taught us sang a lot of songs and I can play it out without a tone mistake. In primary school I still using the same way to interpret the music within my heart. I believe all of us went through a lot of music class in primary school. But can everyone play the song after sang few times when just a little kid? I don't think so. I think of myself a little bit stupid because didn't ask for formal lessons. T.T
Now I realised why I have a feeling like "a musician has lost his/her piano". It's because I have played before and "lost contact" for almost 14 years. The feeling becomes stronger when I start my violin lessons in Virtuoso Music. This is because in every classroom there's a piano inside. It captured my attention all the time. T.T I really wanted to learn it somehow I think it's more important than my studies. Music is something that really can touch anybody's heart. It's kind of international language for humans. I love music especially classical music. Music is my patience. As for me, the best gift for a child is not education but music.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
奥修的一句话.
爱是一朵非常容易凋谢的花. 必须受保护, 必须受强化, 必须被浇灌. 唯有如此它才能变得强健.
杯子: 我寂寞. 我需要水, 给我点水吧.
主人: 好吧, 拥有了你想要的水, 你就不寂寞了吗?
杯子: 应该是吧.
主人把开水倒进了杯子. 水很热. 杯子感到自己快被融化了, 杯子想, 这就是爱情的力量吧.
水变温了, 杯子感觉很舒服, 杯子想, 这就是生活的感觉吧.
水变凉了, 杯子害怕了, 怕什么他倒不知道, 杯子想, 这就是失去的滋味吧.
水凉透了, 杯子绝望了, 也许这就是缘分的杰作吧.
杯子: 主人, 快把水倒出去, 我不需要了.
主人不在. 杯子感觉自己压抑死了, 可恶的水, 冰凉的, 放在心里, 感觉好难受.
杯子奋力一晃, 水终于走出杯子的心里, 杯子好开心, 突然, 杯子掉了在地上.
杯子碎了. 临死前, 他看见了. 他看见心里的每个地方都有水的痕迹, 他才知道, 他爱水, 可是, 他再也无法完正地把水放在心里了.
杯子哭了. 他的眼泪和水融在一起, 希望能用最后的力量再去爱水一次.
主人捡着杯子的碎片, 一片割破了他的手指, 指尖有血.
杯子笑了. 爱情啊, 到底是什么?
难到经历了痛苦才知到珍惜吗?
杯子笑了. 爱情啊. 到底是什么?
难道要到一切都无法挽回才说放弃吗?
杯子笑了. 爱情啊, 到底是什么......
杯子: 我寂寞. 我需要水, 给我点水吧.
主人: 好吧, 拥有了你想要的水, 你就不寂寞了吗?
杯子: 应该是吧.
主人把开水倒进了杯子. 水很热. 杯子感到自己快被融化了, 杯子想, 这就是爱情的力量吧.
水变温了, 杯子感觉很舒服, 杯子想, 这就是生活的感觉吧.
水变凉了, 杯子害怕了, 怕什么他倒不知道, 杯子想, 这就是失去的滋味吧.
水凉透了, 杯子绝望了, 也许这就是缘分的杰作吧.
杯子: 主人, 快把水倒出去, 我不需要了.
主人不在. 杯子感觉自己压抑死了, 可恶的水, 冰凉的, 放在心里, 感觉好难受.
杯子奋力一晃, 水终于走出杯子的心里, 杯子好开心, 突然, 杯子掉了在地上.
杯子碎了. 临死前, 他看见了. 他看见心里的每个地方都有水的痕迹, 他才知道, 他爱水, 可是, 他再也无法完正地把水放在心里了.
杯子哭了. 他的眼泪和水融在一起, 希望能用最后的力量再去爱水一次.
主人捡着杯子的碎片, 一片割破了他的手指, 指尖有血.
杯子笑了. 爱情啊, 到底是什么?
难到经历了痛苦才知到珍惜吗?
杯子笑了. 爱情啊. 到底是什么?
难道要到一切都无法挽回才说放弃吗?
杯子笑了. 爱情啊, 到底是什么......
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Rainy Day~~~
Well I feel quite comfortable with this kind of weather because I believe we all have been suffered from a terrible long "summer" in the few months. Few days ago I went to Tambunan with my friends~~~what a sudden plan~~~its pretty cold there haha...
In the early morning we all have our breakfast in 肥佬茶室 and most of them ordered Asam Laksa. After that we hang around Erica's shop and then went to temple "pai pai" hope that Buddha bless us with a safe trip. Along the road we went to the oldest church in Sabah (I think so), Jabatan Perikanan and so on.
At last we reach our destination not Gunung Emas but Gunung Alab..hahaha...its very fun there hehe...we took Nasi Bakas as our lunch (Nasi Bakas is 山猪肉饭) I discovered that there are few "fur" of the pork still sticking on the skin....OMG...everyone was so enjoying the meal except Kenny was discovered the same situation too...hahaha...but we still ate it...=.=". Very nice view observed from our room...after putting down our bags we ran downstairs to explore the surrounding...I found 2 monkeys and few rabbits there...haha...while Chu and Kenny found a circle metal in the playground...and played it...few seconds after that a big scream from them =.=" the circle keep rolling and unbalance situation unstoppable and they addicted to it...
I remembered we ordered lots of hot milo there and cost us RM1.70n...haha...the funniest moment happened at night after playing monopoly...deng deng deng dennnnnnggggg~~~
Sparrow and moth attack...haha...I was makan my onion rings that time suddenly the sparrow flied into our room and I quickly threw my junk food and ran into the room hiding inside my pillow...I heard they screaming outside but someone was being steady at that time....guess who....It was Erica...she was enjoying her Nescafe and then......the sparrow attacked her face..I think it did...hehe...Erica scream like hell and we all ran outside the room...
In the early morning we all have our breakfast in 肥佬茶室 and most of them ordered Asam Laksa. After that we hang around Erica's shop and then went to temple "pai pai" hope that Buddha bless us with a safe trip. Along the road we went to the oldest church in Sabah (I think so), Jabatan Perikanan and so on.
At last we reach our destination not Gunung Emas but Gunung Alab..hahaha...its very fun there hehe...we took Nasi Bakas as our lunch (Nasi Bakas is 山猪肉饭) I discovered that there are few "fur" of the pork still sticking on the skin....OMG...everyone was so enjoying the meal except Kenny was discovered the same situation too...hahaha...but we still ate it...=.=". Very nice view observed from our room...after putting down our bags we ran downstairs to explore the surrounding...I found 2 monkeys and few rabbits there...haha...while Chu and Kenny found a circle metal in the playground...and played it...few seconds after that a big scream from them =.=" the circle keep rolling and unbalance situation unstoppable and they addicted to it...
I remembered we ordered lots of hot milo there and cost us RM1.70n...haha...the funniest moment happened at night after playing monopoly...deng deng deng dennnnnnggggg~~~
Sparrow and moth attack...haha...I was makan my onion rings that time suddenly the sparrow flied into our room and I quickly threw my junk food and ran into the room hiding inside my pillow...I heard they screaming outside but someone was being steady at that time....guess who....It was Erica...she was enjoying her Nescafe and then......the sparrow attacked her face..I think it did...hehe...Erica scream like hell and we all ran outside the room...
Before 10p.m. we all get to bed because tired of playing monopoply...Chu's nose sound really annoying...karaoke below there very noisy...and my "bantal" was as hard as stone =.=" didn't sleep well that night...haiz...before 2a.m. woke up because Katty said :" Har!!! not yet 2a.m. ar!?!". The miaw voice makes all of us woke up =.=". Kenny said:" 很吵哦!". I think he meant Chu...haha...
Next day in the early morning....after breakfast....MONOPOLY again....=.=" seem like our main purposes is play monopoly and sleep. 1p.m. its time to go back KK...by Unser....Erica vomitted on the way and the rest was faint...stars surround above our head...***
Haha...that's all my funny trip...we'll have another one on July perhaps when Kenny back to KK. Hope Michelle, Priscilla and Erica and back on the same time too.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
I promise myself...
To be so strong nothing can disturb my peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person I meet.
To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.
To think only of the best, to work only for the best and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature I meet.
To give so much time to improving myself that I have no time to critisize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words, but in great deeds.
To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as I am true to the best that is in me.
Be Einstein, be Hawking, be like ME.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person I meet.
To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.
To think only of the best, to work only for the best and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature I meet.
To give so much time to improving myself that I have no time to critisize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words, but in great deeds.
To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as I am true to the best that is in me.
Be Einstein, be Hawking, be like ME.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Happy Mother's Day!!!
What a lovely morning where I spent few hours to wash my stuff animals...hahaha...I've to postpone Mother's Day celebration because my mum went to Kuching to celebrate with my grandma. In this morning I found a little pig (stuff pig) of mine hiding inside a box...what a cute one..well I named it Hamlet when I bought it...
Tomorrow will be my All Saints friends gathering (Kelab Ahli Saintis Gila) specifically...haha
Well this is the plan..we'll having breakfast in Asia City Foo Yuen then Jackson will fetch us all to 1 Borneo watch star trek...what's really shocking me was they want steamboat in 1 Borneo then yum cha at Salim and then.....go Tanjung Aru eat again...wow...so enjoyable...the day I've been waited so long for all of us fooling around and of course 38ing. There's one thing I want to play which is pool game...haha^^" ...It's time for me to get a break now (actually have break for so long)...haha...a day for stop reading and watching drama perhaps.
Once again I wish Happy Mother's Day to all mums in the world...they have done a great job in taking care of their children and family... ^^
Tomorrow will be my All Saints friends gathering (Kelab Ahli Saintis Gila) specifically...haha
Well this is the plan..we'll having breakfast in Asia City Foo Yuen then Jackson will fetch us all to 1 Borneo watch star trek...what's really shocking me was they want steamboat in 1 Borneo then yum cha at Salim and then.....go Tanjung Aru eat again...wow...so enjoyable...the day I've been waited so long for all of us fooling around and of course 38ing. There's one thing I want to play which is pool game...haha^^" ...It's time for me to get a break now (actually have break for so long)...haha...a day for stop reading and watching drama perhaps.
Once again I wish Happy Mother's Day to all mums in the world...they have done a great job in taking care of their children and family... ^^
Hi guys!!! As you wish...^o^
Hi I'm new here. I know some of my friends want me to create a blog here so I just get a try...haha not bad...at least I can write something to fill up my free time. Thank you my friends ^^
It's pretty late at night now but I couldn't go to bed. Well if you ask me why...sorry for that because even myself couldn't answer it..haha...its probably the melody still ringing in my mind.
When I really focused on some pieces...the melody of the pieces automatically start flowing in my mind. Sometimes even worse is a lot of crazy ideas pop-up suddenly and I've to jot it down quickly because may be the next day I might forget about it. For example, I thinked of the idea of collecting all facts of global warming and researches from the conservationists around the world then compile it into a textbook that can be learnt easily by children and adults. A lot of pictures and cartoons are used in explaining complicated facts so that it can helps better understanding of it. The book actually can improves better interaction between parents and their children which will creates an environmental caring society in the future. Teachers can apply the concept within the book for children outdoor activities because I'm dare to say that nowadays children are seldom go outside their house and observe surroundings.
This is the proof where the sudden idea came from. Don't tell me that " Yeah! You can do pretty well in education field." Come on I'm not like Pn Goh or Pn Chai who are truly amazing in teaching and sharing their knowledge. Even though my target still a little bit blur but I know I want to achieve incredible things. As long as I'm happy with what I do it's considered the best gift from God. Amen...
Sorry my friends because there might be some grammar mistakes..haha...now already 3 a.m.
I still can't get to bed...I'll try to update my blog as often as possible ^^
God bless you , my friends!!! Be happy always ^O^
It's pretty late at night now but I couldn't go to bed. Well if you ask me why...sorry for that because even myself couldn't answer it..haha...its probably the melody still ringing in my mind.
When I really focused on some pieces...the melody of the pieces automatically start flowing in my mind. Sometimes even worse is a lot of crazy ideas pop-up suddenly and I've to jot it down quickly because may be the next day I might forget about it. For example, I thinked of the idea of collecting all facts of global warming and researches from the conservationists around the world then compile it into a textbook that can be learnt easily by children and adults. A lot of pictures and cartoons are used in explaining complicated facts so that it can helps better understanding of it. The book actually can improves better interaction between parents and their children which will creates an environmental caring society in the future. Teachers can apply the concept within the book for children outdoor activities because I'm dare to say that nowadays children are seldom go outside their house and observe surroundings.
This is the proof where the sudden idea came from. Don't tell me that " Yeah! You can do pretty well in education field." Come on I'm not like Pn Goh or Pn Chai who are truly amazing in teaching and sharing their knowledge. Even though my target still a little bit blur but I know I want to achieve incredible things. As long as I'm happy with what I do it's considered the best gift from God. Amen...
Sorry my friends because there might be some grammar mistakes..haha...now already 3 a.m.
I still can't get to bed...I'll try to update my blog as often as possible ^^
God bless you , my friends!!! Be happy always ^O^
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